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[07 Mar 2006|09:16pm] |
Never again am I to hook up with good friends, for now at least. It all ends in bad news and being ignored. I am even ignored online. I sign on, they sign off. Kind of amusing actually.
On a good note, I'm interested in other people!
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[23 Feb 2006|04:58pm] |
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Why am I so retarded and confusing?! What is up with me? Fffffuuucccck.
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[12 Feb 2006|09:16pm] |
Yesterday consisted of:
-ALOT of alcohol
-school
-naked people
-an emotional breakdown
-chased by the cops
-being driven home in a trunk.
I don't even remember half of it. All that came out of last night is realizing that I'm a retarded drunk and I need to start taking care of my body.
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[08 Feb 2006|06:55pm] |
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I decided that I really like my therapist.
I told her about all the drugs I've done annnnnd she also thinks it's a good idea that I move out! She's also amazed at how stable I am considering how fucked up my family is. I've never met an adult who is so understanding. I like it.
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[02 Feb 2006|10:11pm] |
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We should have two periods every day. I like this.
The past few days have been:
-getting lunch after school.
-smoking
-eating more
-not studying for finals.
This weekend should be pretty good.
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[01 Feb 2006|11:13pm] |
It's annoying when I'm already procrastinating and my parents come in to lecture me on procrastination which takes up MORE OF MY TIME.
That is all.
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[30 Jan 2006|09:49pm] |
stress stress stresssss
I am sooooo screwed in both my art classes. I'm supposed to be good at these subjects! Why am I lazy????
I want to drop Comercial Arts so badly, but I dont want an open 5th and I cant drop 6th. I already TA and I don't want to TA for two periods. independant study? someone help me.
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[23 Jan 2006|09:31pm] |
I can't even lift a pitcher to pour a glass of water.
I think I need to start excersizing.
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[02 Jan 2006|04:19pm] |
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My immune system sucks.
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[28 Dec 2005|10:06pm] |
Just got back from Nebraska. IT SUCKED BALLZ!! I never ever ever want to live there. ever. All they eat is pork, and I hate pork, and while they eat the pork, they talk about how they killed the pig. umm eww.
It's super cold, and everyone knows everything about everyone.
I've been sober for a week and a half now. That's the longest I've gone in...I can't even remember. I'll change that tomorrow.
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[19 Dec 2005|09:31pm] |
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My friends are totally FUCKED. I want to cry.
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[13 Dec 2005|07:51pm] |
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A HUGE weight has just been lifted off my shoulders.
Today has been very very good.
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[05 Dec 2005|10:19pm] |
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I was looking through my mother's Anatomical Chart Book (for an art project)and I came across the "Understanding HIV&AIDS" chart and the man in the picture is black. Is it bad that I find that amusing?
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[04 Dec 2005|04:38pm] |
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Last night was the first night I actually got away with having people over with my parents gone. It was kind of boring at first, but then we brought out the alcohol, the vaporizer, a few pills and we had some good times. Just the way to start of a good month!
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[30 Nov 2005|09:59pm] |
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I'm really annoyed with EVERYTHING for no good reason. whyyyy?
Because november sucks!!!!
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[29 Nov 2005|08:03pm] |
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"Nothing's really THAT big of a deal in life, unless you have a health problem."
- Mr. Brinkerhoff
Yeah, made my day.
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[19 Nov 2005|09:24am] |
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Through all the shit my parents put me through, I still love my life.
Last night was:
-get high and see play.
-go to jon's, party, and get drunk.
-come home smashed and have good sleep.
Right now I'm trying to ignore being sick.
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[15 Nov 2005|10:13pm] |
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caffeine withdrawls are a bitch.
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[09 Nov 2005|03:38pm] |
I really want to go to Utah =(
But yay for Bob1 this weekend =)
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[08 Nov 2005|04:42pm] |
I have a ridiculous amount of homework and somthing is going to be sacraficed. There is no way I'm going to be able to finish it all.
Group projects suck also.
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